i no longer know what to write .i've tapped myself out ..i'm just too damn tired i guess ...that and i hate people ....i'm tired of humanity ...when i can go buy a poster ..with illegal drugs pictured on it .that kinda tips me off something is obviously wrong .something major ..when 11 year olds get arrested ...for vandalism ....dont you think the parents ...fucked up? just a little ..when kids in 6th grade .get expelled for drinking in school and someone has the nerve to say ."why the hell ..did the other kids tell?" ...what the fuck is that? ....life just makes me sad ...if not completely pissed ..and to think .i'm bringing life into this world a life in my hands .one of the only capable hands left ..it felt so great ...going to that straight edge show ....like people finally got me ...well, more people ..i've upgraded from one .to about 5 and five i can live with .because five is more that one ..when a beautiful girl ...gets overlooked ....because she isnt a slut ...becuase she doenst do drugs ..and she has to question herself .i get pissed but there is nothing i can do .i'm not here to fix the world ..i cant even fix myself ...and what the fuck is up ....with the public schools ...i can tell you the distance ..from the earth to the sun .but i cant tell you what an insurance deductable is .what a mortgage is ..dont you think that maybe ...just maybe ....something is just a little off ...or am i just over reacting ..just making shit up .that's what they tell me i guess the world is just fine