i look into your eyes so warm and blue looking into me i brush your skin so soft yet so cold how can you be so cold? you smile at my questions like some joke i dont yet know the punchline and then you start slipping away then i see darkness and grasp nothing but pillows i guess the cold was me because thats all i feel as i gasp for air i realize it was you you stole my breath from me i feel a warmth in my heart but thats nothing but memories soon replaced by tears just as warm but not as pleasent and i'm gone again slipping away to where i will always be fine i search you out again but no smiling face now all i see is hatred am i looking at you or am i looking at me just minutes ago i wished to be lucid now i beg for conciousness i beg for sweet release i'm flaling now hoping you save me pull me out of hell and save me tonight