All I want to do is cry, but I find it hard to do that. Not even closest friends can make me feel as if they'll support me all the way. I've gotten great support from two unlikey people, they want me to go to there place one day and they want to listen to what i have to say, for once, I'm the one doing the talking and not the listening, and also, for once, no more interruptions of complaining for the little things. You, there are bigger things to worry about than those stupid little things, like what he said and how great his ass looks in those jeans. Maybe for once, I can show emotion, something I lost around mid-Sophomore year. I never get to talk, I was always pushed into listening to your rants. It never matters to me if you missed your favorite show! I'm in the middle of a confusing time. A very depressed time, the one woman that i will always love is at a certain point that she will be gone forever, my own Ma. All you do is ignore me and wait for my to shut-up, so you can talk some more. :/ what's so great about you? You've changed.... ....and I'm going to do the same. Good-bye. and thank you G&J. Love you both very much :) [+crit+]