I pretended that I'm glad you went away These four walls closin' more every day And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me . Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm cryin' inside And nobody knows it but me . Why didn't I say The things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just tumblin' down I can say it so cleary But you're nowhere around . {chorus} The nights are lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about The love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me . I carry a smile when I'm broken in two And I'm nobody without someone like you I'm trembin' inside and nobody knows it but me . I lie awake it's a quarter past three I'm screamin' at night as if I thought You'd hear me Yeah my heart is callin' you And nobody knows it but me . How blue can I get You could ask my heart But like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be loving' you still . {chorus} . Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road Gonna find you wherever ever you might go I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me Said when the nights are lonely... . {chorus}