I'd search the world to find the key to my head To understand the reasons why I can't be Alone for a moment without regretting every word That has jumped off my tongue, confusing every one My arms can't hold back the loneliness I've felt since I lost sight My arms can't hold back what my hands Have already deceived Already deceived So much is different So much has changed So many reasons why I don't want to see my face Somebody bind my hands and make me understand... I try to remember just what happened on that night The things I did, the things I said, it never ends It's like this face that lay beside me just won't leave it stays right by my side and never goes away I don't want to understand....