I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mothers always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself If you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father [2x] I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me (I'm failing it) I'm begging you to please come save me from myself I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means