So apparently everyone hates me living here over at andrews... his sister, his mom, his brother. So why the hell are they letting me live hre? I mean if it is such a big deal. They say that i am taking advantage of it! How? hello, i hardly eat any of their food, i clean, i cook, i help when i can. And I dont bother anyone i mind my own business. And i never ask for anything,not even their cars. I find my own ways to get places. And they still seem to manage to find things to bitch about. And apparently I am just a bitch. Shane says i have changed a ton since the last couple years and that now i am just a bitchy prep! Hello , i am not. Just because I am not a pothead like the rest of them... I am sorry i have more goign for me then a bong and an eight of weed. Fuck that. I actually have a ife. I mean i have no prblems with potheads, but they shouldnt have a problem with me NOT being a pothead. I am sorry but, i did it for long enough, i think i have plenty of reason to not do it anymore. I AM TRYING TO GET MY LIFE STRAIGHT! Does this mean anything to anyone? apparently not... If they have a prblem with me why cant they just tell me to my face. Now i get to sit here and look at these people every day knowing they dont like me living here and watching them pretend to like it and faking smiles and pretty much just pissing me off. Do they think this is all funa nd games for me? well iits not... I am not used to not having my mo m and i dont have her here so i a suffering just as much as them. FUCK THIS! I am about fed up with everyones shit!