Unnoticed Pain When clutching my head, and dragging my knuckles across the ceramic floor wasn't enough to escape your abuse, I threw myself on concrete and prayed I would drown in blood. Quiet and unnoticed But even that didn't work. My body was a painting of your destructive results, and my shame and pain added the final touch. Because then I was too weak to spill myself to the ones I love. Because then nothing else mattered but you but I but us. Now I no longer have the strength to carry on your burden. No longer will I risk everything I have lost all over again. I grow sick looking at these wounds we have both given me. And I cry every night because one year with you got me a contract with the devil. I'll rip our hearts apart and from the scattered pieces I'll quickly pick up my remains.