dearest, it probably seems like i've been blowing you off lately. i havent. i swear. you know im a hermit during vacation. it troubles me to spend time with people and i do not know why. so dont think i dont want to hang out with you...please. on a much lighter note, it's been a while since i wore short sleeves. sarah: i just painted the om symbol on my wall. it looks tres cool. you'd shoot me though. so dont read this. well... good night and have a pleasant tomorrow. annika