I do have some stuff I want to write about but now is not the time.. i sort of miss writing in here seeing as iv just spent the last half hour reading about my past.. maybe i just try to hard to live in my past.. The more i think about it, the more i realize that my life revolves around music and i know now that if my job is not in some kind of music in the future i wont be happy.. and i realize that the time to take action and to aspire to be great and fullfill my goals is now.. and really what are we all except just masses of bones and other tissues? you know what i'm saying? THE TIME IS NOW!!!!!! fucking philosophy shit.. allright i'll try to write in here tomorrow if i remember.. maybe this can help clear my minds of all the ridicules that i face.. all the obstacles and all of the truths i face everyday.. all the realizations i come to and all the nirvanas i strive for... YOU DON'T HAVE TO SLEEP IN ORDER TO DREAM