wow..... i feel stoned... but i'm not... well maybe a little... but that could be from being in the same room as my friend lila... well her name is actually amanda, but she likes to be called lila... and she's on pot usually 24/7... but sum times she's only stoned 12/3... but i'll stop with that now.... okay.... so here's the gay picture... we might get our carpeting redone... i don't even know when we decided this... somehow, i never get told anything that goes on in this house besides what I have to do.... and i'm using a lot.... of.... periods..... well i'm officially bored and bummed out..... my fucking shitface friends are gone (except lila) and i have no band anymore... i would let lila play, except she doesn't know the difference between a guitar and a book, so that would explain why she doesn't get good grades..... i'm thinking about dying my hair.... i'm not sure if my dad will let me, but oh well... oh hell... i dropped my soda... darn.... it doesn't matter cuz we're getting the carpet redone anyways.... i might as well take a crap on it.... but i won't for my safety, as well as lila's... i have no feeling in my right leg right now because i'm sitting on it... i should probably get my fat ass off of my leg right now, but i feel too stoned to do anything.... i'm missing ryosuke more than ever right now, and i wish antony would strangle himself with his intestines... and my dog needs a walk, but i don't really feel like giving him one.... i hope scott's plane crashes... except, now that i think about it, i don't.... and now i'm rambling on and on and on and on and on and on and on... and on and on and on... and now i'll stop.... wow... i'm bored..... masato's hair looks really sexy from the back, but when you look at his face, you can't help but think "did his parents lose a bet with God?"... the same with clamboy.... but he just has huge fucking fat lips.... and he's ass ugly..... (you see, ass ugly is worse than butt ugly, and shit ugly is worse than-- i'll stop that now) this is realllllllllly long.... and it's mostly rambling.... blah blah blah blah blah.......