so this is my problem my bf has always been attracted to other people and he just doesnt keep that to himself o no! he actually tells me and its not as if they are imaginary you never have a chance with them women because they are fake movie star people but they are actually real people that i know and those fake movie stars and not only does this make me feel like the ugliest piece of crap in the world it makes me wonder as to why he just doesnt find another girl that lets say is better looking than me like today he was saying in class how he thinks jessica alba is soooo hott blah blah but o wait what about all the other girls that he thinks are hott and that are also skinny and weight 20 pounds less than me i mean sure if he wants a 90 pound gf i can go do some cocaine and starve myself and smoke a ton of cigarettes...but sorry thats just not me and ok ive been in a relationship for almost two years now and so ya thats a long time and i guess its ok to be attracted to someone else once and a while but NO this happens allll the time with him and let me just say within those past two years i have not been attracted to anyone else thank you very much sorry for loving my bf so much that i dont check out other guys and that i dont care thats hes not perfect and doesnt look like the people in the movies my bad men are pigs and i totally agree with kamis quote she put in her entry