im moving back soon

well im bored and wanted a new entry julies tat is awesome blossum were going to look at dogs tomm hung out with eddie and paul at the mall the other day...awesome...eddie is like one of my best guy friends now ok im done

so i got promoted again... im now training to become a Genius to do all tech support in my store. which is good. im also finding lots of new software like Krix and Matinee for my new place that ill be moving into whoooo

kinda weird seeing that i have been on it for 5 years :/ melodramatic.com/users/fallingxcycle

grades are in and are both A's. making money is nice. I am able to just go around and spend money because i know i can pay it off in no time. growing as a person and become a managerial figure in my store. good times. school was stressful as shit this past 2 weeks and never thought i could get down as much as i did. rock it

getting 4.0 is completely new to me working full time is new to me being promoted managing a team and several stores in the future prominent role at work huge future intentions at school and work family is better than ever sister moving to ny in june license suspension girls that are annoying and need to shave VVVV cute artsy girls growing as a person becoming self sufficient making money life is nice

just when you got the courage to tell her she has gone and broken everything apart...

im over lots of stuff right now people work school life bye

- never good enough - looks * body * stubby fingers * short legs - personality - dont drink - awkward - weird - too needy - boring - not smart enough - not caring enough - not up to standards - anti social - fear of failure - fear that people wont like me - fear im not up to par - fear i wont hold a conversation some reasons i dont like myself

rach and i agreed today has been shittty soo i ... found out that the girl im dating canceled our plans to hang out with someone else with no reasoning then had a shit day at work spilling my life out to people i met yesterday... not fun... then drove home in traffic for over an hour then had dinner at chilis and found out rachels shitty day which makes everything worse.. then the tire i had patched this morning became flat again and drove to the tire place left it for the morn... then go home try to install CS3 and wont... then find out the girl i have been dating for almost a month thinks we are becoming too serious... i feel completly walked over... i feel like shit basically... im too vunerable

about stuff...

5,000 a year for Artistic Honors

my life is finally moving in the direction that i have been dreaming about... i got into the college i want to and will be starting june 18. then hopefully 2 years after that i will have my BA in Visual Communication with concentration in Graphic Design. SCAD here i come

There's no one in town I know You gave us some place to go. I never said thank you for that. I thought I might get one more chance. What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. So what would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. And if you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time. A song for a heart so big, god wouldn't let it live. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in. Hear you me my friends. On sleepless roads the sleepless go. May angels lead you in. May angels lead you in.

...but in the end the most important thing to accept is that no matter how alone you feel.. how painfull it may be... with the help of those around you... you will get through this too...

i am trying my best now to become the best person i can be...

i dont hide them im trying to fix them... its not always my goal to make you mad... sometimes im trying to become a better person... but your mindset is hurt hurt hurt when mine is make her happy make her happy... : /

let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to we?ll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these small hours, still remain, still remain these little wonders these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these little wonders still remain weird that i watched that movie last night and felt the same exact way? i just dont want to hurt you anymore... i cant and... gosh this hurts

first day at the new store... new people new ways in the middle of a remodel and being in a shoe box store long shift (9 hour) not working almost a month kicks your butt only 4 more this week...yay im saving money now good night

please dont turn this into a game of tag to see who you can get on your side and you complain about me hurting you so much... all im doing now is exiting out of your life so you wont have to talk to me so you wont have those hurt feelings... so in the end im making your life better and yet you are mad at me...