um.. yeah... im the worst.. i cheated and lied and now i'm confused. i have met the man of m y dreams and have never felt better aoubt my choices with him. he makes me complete in ways i never imagined and well i had to cheat to get him. see when him and i started hanging out i had a boyfriend.. and at first we kept it a casual i hug you you hug me back sort of thing but things got better.. and i let myself get into the game of him and i.. and now we have been together for almost three months and its beren the best few months of my god forsaken life. i love this kid and well thats really all that matters to us