Fuck. I fucking hate boys sometimes. Like honestly what the fuck. So fucking yesterday I knew josh was supposed to hang out with tony but then at school tony told me he wasnt doing that anymore, and on thrusday josh and i made the plan that if he wasnt going to tonys that he'd meet me at the bus stop like always. And since tony told me it was cancelled i expected to see him at the bus stop. so when i didnt i was obviously worried sick. Thank god for sam. I went over and hung out with her which was always fun. but this fucking morning i log on and tony fucking is like "josh is here blah blah" and i was like "great cuz i was worried" so i asked when he was coming home and he just started to be a jerk, saying "never" blah blah. so obviously i got upset. I was like fine then i'll fucking see you monday. GAWD it pisses me off, why do guys have to be such fucking jerks around their friends?! And i know that since tony is seeing all this he's gonna be like, omg giselle is such a fucking loser blah blah. fuck fuck fuck. i fucking hate you.