WOW ITS BEEN A WHILE LIKE 2 YEARS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I was such a little pussy when i wrote all that shit... its so fun to look back at it tho... kind like a time capsule WOOOOOOOO

WHY AM I SO FUCKING JEALOUS AHHHHHHH!!!!!! STUPID FRIENDS ON HER FACE BATTLE THING-- AH THE COMMENTS THEY LEAVE AND THEY ARE SO MUCH HOTTER THAN ME AHHHHHHHHHH!!!

yea yea yea... oh whoever puts that shit in my comments about no one caring and stuff and how im a slut... well hahhahaha ull see

at Ariana's house, in 12 minutes i am goin to ahem do stuff... i love her more than anything and to be with her right now is amazing, everything about her is perfect.. omg i love her so much

scared the shit out of me... i have the most wonderful girl of all time and then i get sent a rather suspicious and confusing convo between her and this dude, good thing it wasnt what i thought it was anyways i love my baby Ariana and i cant wait to see her the 23d... ahhhh i simply cannot wait i love u and always will with all my heart and all my soul...

I cant believe i finally found the love of my life... omg it feels so awesome to have someone love me lol!! Ariana te amo mucho eres para toda mi! i love you more than anything Ariana, and last night was amazing :o ;) etc... lol it felt better than just a lil' bit babe lol

dude today ruled, i love mcchickens

i wanna know how many times my feelings will be crushed and i will be ignored, like i dont matter to anyone

its hot out, i had fun golfin with J double A today... i did well, so did he... it was way funner when i go with someone that is not an adult lol... hah i feel bad for the course manager cause i beat the fuckin hell out of the greens that i putted bad on oops. i also threw ciggarette butts (u gotta smoke when u gold duh!) as well as soda bottles everywhere, well take that crappy golf course, now that i think about it i had fun cause i was bein a fuckin wierdo running around and pissing on things haha so easily amused sometimes im still waitin for u.... fireworks would be nice, done right laying on a blanket ;) but only with you... get back!

i never knew that i'd miss u lol, it seems stupid, but i do! ;) well cant wait till u come backkk... i had an awesome time with u, but i need to know! i've been thinking about u more than i ever have... i've been dreaming about you, more than anyone ive ever met... i've come to realize that ur more important to me than anyone i've met thus far... this should mean something!

wow sorry about the sarcastic journal entry my apologies to whoever took it seriously jeez !!! LOVE GETTIN KICKCED OUTTA SCHOOL LOVE MY PARENTS WOOOOOOOO

I tried to be soooooooooooooooo nice to Mia, but she was really mean to me. I mean I was a bastard b4 to her, but I was trying to tell her that I've changed... MY GOD WHAT I WOULD DO TO GET HER BACK I WOULD DO ANYTHING AND I WOULD NEVER SCREW THINGS UP!!!!!! :( :( it'll never happen

got a dead animal in my mailbox, got played by a girl, got fucked over by god

awesome weekend, lotsa work but it was fun, great time with Brit on Friday, whats new though? i hope she had a good time, little dissapointed that i didnt make more of a move, but im not mad at myself just my car and the lack of room in it. i cant believe i saw amy at the field days, she makes me wanna kill someone. anyways last day of mother fuckin school yes yes yes... chillin with lane 4 afta school....

huh? Just remember if she hurts you...you deserve it because you have hurt so many others [anonymous (216.162.22.131)] WHOVER KEEPS WRITING THIS SHIT FUCK OFF

ya know? I just got an email from Brittany saying that theres something I should know… and im curious to what it is, but I’ve gotten shot down so many times in the past months by so many girls that its pretty much no big deal anymore, now im like all negative just expecting things to get ruined… oh well we will have to see what she says, anyways I get my first paycheck today!!! :) im gonna go buy some new clothes with it :) yay

wow all this drama is so gay, im so sick of being the cause of peoples problems, anyways I really haven’t talked with Brittany too much lately, I guess cause of this big mix up, but now that that’s over I think things will turn out better. I hope we can catch up this weekend. I think I’ll call her plus I hope we can hang out. Anyways I’m really stressed cause im nervous about my grades. I have no motivation and I haven’t studied for any exams and I guarantee that I wont. I watched The Simple Life marathon last night, I had never seen it before but now its like my favorite show its so fuckin funny. It actually reminds me of me and Brittany in a weird way, cause Paris and shit have never experienced all the country/farm stuff, but the people like are all into it and that’s kinda like me cause I don’t know anything about cows or tractors lol. Anyways that was a retarded comment.

to my best bud: I LOVE HOW PEOPLE LIE TO YOU TO TRY AND SCREW THINGS UP... ITS EVEN BETTER WHEN THEY KEEP DOING IT EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT THEY ARE LYING...

i wish someone would put some anus beads up my ass... for god sakes!!! PLEASE?