last night i was thinking about what "you" said; that sometimes in summer "you" and him sit outside and listen to the coyotes... i would give anything for that to be me. i would kill to lie under the stars with you, and i would have the biggest smile on my face knowing that you were with me. there are so many simple pleasures in life that i have not experienced due to my different lifestyle, and that is part of the reason that im sooo into you, youre so different from me but i love it. the thing is, ive only been in love once, everything else has just been false. i dont know what to think right now because i'm getting the same feelings for "you" as i did with the only other girl ive ever loved. im kind of excited, but also kind of nervous. i gotta calm down and let things play out.