it's all good now, ive figured out my problem, i guess i really wanted to rush into things ya know? cause after mia, and my super long and for the most part good relationship with her, i kinda wanted it back minus all of the hassle and waiting in the beginning. waitings fine though, its smart actually. well i guess it all worked out in the end. the only problem is, i want things to stay the same, and not tone down to like where i see her once and month and pretend like im just a friend