okay so this is gayyy. boys are gay. i dont get it. girls dont like it when youre mean to them, i promise. just because 2 girls are bitches doesent mean that you should treat other girls bad. ♥ just think about it.

im not stoked anymore. other than the fact i get to hang out with rachel!!! [[thats the only good thing that happend today. and im stoked about that]] other than that. fuck that shit. im so mad. im your best friend. dont do that to me even again. i i wont be your best friend. i dont even care anymore. you are too in to your scene, and youre too in to your boyfried. you dont care about anyone elses feelings. i would do anything for you. sorry im not cool enough for you, so you have to ditch me for someone better. when/if you read this: know this came from a lot of hurt feelings. and try to see it my way. please. its just i feel really taken advantage of. yeah, nice try. id never do this to you. and if i have/do. name a time/place. : [

stop stealing all my friends, just because you go to school and i dont doesent mean you can have them. they were mine frist. i mean you see them every day at school. let me see them when they are not at school. who wants to be my friend? because i pretty much dont have any. :[

i love that feeling when you feel like you cant ever be the best. NOT> i dont get it. what the fuck am i doing wrong. FUCKKKK. ♥

i have work today and its 330 and thats gay because i cant sleep. and what not. and i miss weird people. and it makes me sad. ♥

not in realy life, just one myspace.com haha ew myspace.com ♥

so yeah. fuck. yeah.

okay bye. ♥

um so apparently i make boys want to cheat. i have made um' do it before. on axident. i did not know. and now i have been getting very unwanted attion form people i use to maybe have a crushes on. and it makes me sad because i really dont want to be that girl. that one that all the other girls hate/dislike. but on the other hand i want some one. but i want some one of my own. i dont want to steal. im a nice girl and i rather be unhappy and see some one that i dont even know happy if i know it was the right thing to do. i need help. ♥

im kinda sad. but thats okay. sometimes its good to be sad. yeah? okay anyways. i dont know. i gotmore shots in my back. and im happy about that. hopefully they well work this time. tomorrow i have work and school. i think im going to just drop my 2 first classes and finsh photo/ i really like that class. yep i relly do. so i dont know. ♥

i have lost all crative ability.

soooo today was amazing because i love my bestfriend. she is amazing. and hope she gets better because she needs to. and i miss her already so we need to hangout like all weekend. :] ♥

school? nope i really dont think ill be going anymore. school is for fools. i love photo. thats the only class i go for. and&and Fingertips have memories Mine can't forget the curves of your body its just i. . . i want to me what you want. ♥

i dont know anymore.

enough said.

haha its all working out for me right now!! the gilr that hates me at work quit/got fired. hahahahha word and the manager that is crazy is leaving!!!!!! im so stoked. wow. -i have a new crush!! hahahahahah ohg my gosh thats so exciting!! ♥

i have super short hair now!! becuae jessica is amazing. ♥

i dont get it. why do people find it. and i cant. ouch. thats all i feel. i mean he doesent know but it still hurts. id give my life for one smile and 5 sceonds with the boy.

i wish i had a real cool link for myspace.com but im lame and still have numbers. haha weirdo. ♥

Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better ♥