okay so today was lame except photo. its always really fun. okay so i decited i always get leftovres, lasts,and last place. im in the slow lane.never going to be in the fast lane.its them and there fast cars and me in my encreadebaly[[so what if i cant spell]] slow car. hi im here. and all i need is some love. really now. im tired of it. i dont want to say anything im not goning to start drama and shit that sucks. i just feel left out once again. i think it was a plan but i doont understand. okay im second place. i get it. im unwanted. i give up. im tired of compeating. its lame. i get it. i really do, its over. what? [[bestfriends?]] no i dont know what that is. ouch ♥