burrr its cold in my room and im sitting here with nothing - no feeling in my body of tiredness or awakeness just sitting and thinking but im not really thinking anything. so basically just sitting. also wondering why-
why cant i fall a sleep?
whats wrong with me?
why am i not good enough for anyone?
and every night i sit and think the same thing.... no wonder my parents say i have lo selfasteam. i doubt my self and i pick at me cofidence all night every nigh for the past 5 or so years. thats whats wrong with me.
is funny really.
quite silly actually.
i think im going crazy.
and i find that funny.
basically i am going insain.
there is no doubt in my mind that in the next 2 to 3 years ill be in a hosptal, a menatl instuation, im guessing.
people that dont sleep,in reality, go insane.
help me. please help me.
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Listening to: the honrary title
Feeling: alone
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