Time malingers here stranding me in this perpetually numbed state unable to react to this latest trauma that leaves us broken a trio sundered if you could call it that when your third never quite wanted to be here in the first place no answers found to a question that doesn't exist no reason given even screaming why is moot at this point like reciting shakespeare to someone deaf and unable to comprehend it leaves behind a hurt with no tangible ending and all because he can't handle the fact that he's not better and that we all know it.