Sometimes you have to keep yourself busy to forget. But what do you do about those moments; the quiet moments, when you find yourself alone and beginning to relax, and the realisation starts creeping back into the dark corners of your mind? Nothing. There is nothing you can do, fighting it shows ignorance, the more you push it out, the stronger it fights against you... And then... Game over; you lose. On a lighter, less dramatic note, I am currently sat on my floor, and my ass is now so cold, it's numb. That, my friends, is some kick ass comic relief. Yours, Noah