do people still use this?
Women Are Like Apples
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy...... So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
And...
Men are like fine wine. They start out as grapes, and it'a up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
i can't wait 'til the summer... no school... not as much work (i hope)... more friends around here... and most importantly, going home to PA to see everyone. i missin' everyone real bad. lately its been wierd, its like all my northern girls and i are finally talking again. its wierd but really REALLY great. being far away from them 24/7 makes it hard to communicate - i just miss them more, but lately it's been very uplifting for me spirits. i know, no matter what, they are always going to be there for me. its strange but i know i can count on them sometimes more than i can count on some of my good friends down here, the ones i see all the time. not that my GREAT GREAT AWESOME friends down here aren't good enough. im dont dissing any of my g.r.i.t.s (girls raised in the south)... dont get me wrong girls!
so ne ways. robin and i had a great day! i picked him up for school this morning... dreading our first pre-calculus test... but we totally aced that test! both of us got over 100! yay!
well ne ways, im beat... ill write later.
danielle
i love writing on this thing, its such a good gateway for my feelings, emotions, and ideas, but i suppose i am going to have to start limiting what i write in here.
damn some news just travels fast. i didnt think what goes on in my life would be so interesting as to have it repeated to others.
dont some people know they should keep some things to themselves if they come across things (on my journal) maybe not on accident, but come across news i may just slip into my diary because its been affecting my life?
if ur close to me and my family and we want to tell you something thats been going on, we'll call and tell you. unless its coming from our mouths i dont think you have the right to tell others what we may have been holding off on informing others of.
thanks but no thanks.
danielle
Slow motion for me, slow motion for me, move in slow motion for me,
Slow motion for me, slow motion for me, move in slow motion for me
Uhhh, I like it like that, she working that back, I don't know how to act,
Slow motion for me, slow motion for me, Slow motion for me, move in slow motion for me,
I'm a dick thrower, her neck and her back hurting,
Cut throat will have her like a brand new virgin,
Its like when she gets used of it, then you start serving,
Hop on top and start jiggy-jiggy jerking,
Slow down for me, you moving too fast,
My fingers keep slipping, I'm trying to grip that ass,
Keep being hard headed and I'ma make you get on me,
Got a human up disguise but my face is a doggy,
If You loving my ball, let me bury my bone,
I will (?), marry bitches at home,
One of my bitches fell in love with that outside dick,
That outside dick keep them hoes sick, like
Uhhh, I like it like that, she working that back, I don't know how to act,
Slow motion for me, slow motion for me, Slow motion for me, move in slow motion for me,
Its like I got the world in my palm, your girl up under my arm
She fucked up from the charm,
She love the way the dick still hard from 12 till early in the morn,
fine bitches if you listening you heared me i'm strong,
If you going through your cycle I ain't with it i'm gone,
you must've heared about them hoes that I beat up in my home,
They wasn't telling the truth baby you know they was wrong,
Now, make it official and drink some of that Dom,
I don't mind buying blue, you riding too, don't be asking a nigga question bout where I'm driving you,
Lil mamma my shit together I ain't jiving you,
I don't think that nigga could do you better than I could do, you know
The Juvenile from cross the street by the derby,
Same nigga used to be runnin' with Rusty and Kirby,
Can a playa from tha nolia get a chance with it,
but I can't bounce with you without using my hands with it
Uhhh, I like it like that, she working that back, I don't know how to act,
Slow motion for me, slow motion for me, Slow motion for me, move in slow motion for me,
Slow Motion, she open, I'm hopin' she don't leave my dick broken,
with brush burns and swollen, I'm toting she don't wanna make me out and believe her,
I guarantee I'ma see ya when I see ya,
And just don't holla out my name like we was all in,
Yo pussy throwback, and you know that,
So stop stunt'n, slow motion for a real nigga,
I'm gone off that incredible potion and i'ma deal with you
I like how them Victoria Secrets sit in that ass,
Lemme pour some more hyp and hennesy in ya glass,
Would I be violating, If I grabbed me handfull,
I'm knowing whats happening, all I want is a sample,
Who you wit ? I'm in a rental today,
Its going down and happening and I remember the way,
Less money we spend on bullshit, the more for the weed
Whats it gonna take for you to come in slow motion with me like,
Uhhh, I like it like that, she working that back, I don't know how to act,
Slow motion for me, slow motion for me, Slow motion for me, move in slow motion for me,
This past week has been awesome! I had school and work, which sucked, but I Matt and I got to spend a lot of time together and it's been great. I love him so much. I don't know what I would do or who I would be without him. He seriously is apart of me, and I really do think he was the missing piece of me I had been missing for awhile!
I'm babysitting my dear little Abigail right now, she's just about the cutest baby ever. After this I'm going to get my hair did... and then Matt and I are going to get something to eat. :)
Well the munckin is up again....
Peace Dude,
Danielle
Yeah yeah yeah, it's been a couple days. I can't help it, I've been hella busy. I am so excited to finally have a day off tomorrow! It feels like I work every single freakin day! And I don't know what happens to my money. I for sure have not spent money on clothes in a week or two (thats REALLY good). I did buy my own books for school... kudos to me I must say... and they are expensive as hell! Money has been tight tho, especially with my dad getting laid off and stuff too. These past couple weeks have really been the worst. Shit has just been hitting the fan day after day. But I guess everything happens for a reason, and my family is strong, so I know we will all pull thru.
Matt and I have been more than great. It's been about 11 months now. Man that's so crazy. Who would have thought lol. I love you baby. We really are perfect for each other!
I hope everyone up north is all right. I miss my family and friends so much it's not even funny....
How do you like it Daddy?
Danielle
LAYER ONE
-- Name: Danielle D'Itri
-- Birthdate: September 20, 1985
-- Birthplace: Beaver PA
-- Current Marietta, GA
-- Eye: Hazel
-- Hair: Black with highlights
-- Height: 5'8
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Vigo
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Vietnamese/Italian/Russian
-- The shoes you wore today: Black Birks
-- Your weakness: my insecrurities
-- Your fears: things that sting
-- Your perfect pizza: banana peppers, black olives, and pepperoini!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: having nice salary one day
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: its all good
-- Your thoughts first waking up: more sleep
-- Your best physical feature: matt would say my tummy
-- Your bedtime: when i fall asleep
-- Your most missed memory: living in pa
LAYER FOUR
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
-- Single or group dates: single if you're serious and have been with a person awhile then i think group dates are fun, so its not so repetitive
-- Adidas or Nike: K Swiss
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: ? lactose
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: yes, but I’m progressively quitting
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing: yes
-- Take a shower everyday: maybe twice
-- Have a crush(es): just my baby!
-- Do you think you've been in love: i am
-- Do you want to go to college: I’m in college
-- Want to get married: if it’s right
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: all the time
-- Think you're attractive: sometimes
-- Think you're a health freak: hell no
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: sometimes
-- Play an instrument: nope
LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yep
-- Smoked: nothing illegal tho
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: ...
-- Made out: yea
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: me, are you kidding?
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreo: nope
-- Eaten sushi?: nope
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Gone skating: UNFORTUNATELY NOT MATT!!!
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: yep
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes it was
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been called a tease: nope
-- Gotten beaten up: nope
-- Shoplifted: no
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: by 24
-- Numbers and Names of Children: we've got it all planned out!
-- Describe your dream wedding: pretty pretty pretty
-- How do you want to die: peacefully and old very old, sitting on my rocking chair with lemonade on my front porch watching the sun go down
-- Where you want to go to college: far from here
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: have a family, own a restaurant
-- What country would you most like to visit: australia
LAYER NINE: In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: green
-- Best hair color?: Dark Brown
-- Short or long hair: short
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: thin but not dying
-- Best articles of clothing: a pop the collar shirt ;-)
-- Best first date location: bar & grille
-- Best first kiss location: beach setting
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: just a few 4-5
-- Number of CDs that I own: alot
-- Number of piercings: 3
-- Number of tattoos: none... yet
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:good question
-- Number of scars on my body: couple idy bidy ones and couple big ones
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: i stopped counting
I'm babysitting right now, but Agigail is down for a nap so I have some chill time. She's a great baby, but man she can be a handful!
I'm really stoked... last night when Matt and I were driving home from his basketball game, I came across a bead store! Strickly for beading! I can't wait to go there after I get off sitting and before I have to go wait table's at Capozzi's. I seriously am not going to stop today. I'm gonna go home and pass out as soon as I'm off work tonight.
Just for the 411... it's my spring break right now. Yeah. I'm not at the beach... not going ne where exciting or doing ne thing exciting for that matter. I think the only thing I have to look forward to is Matt's prom, only because I get to get all glammed up and stuff!
All my friends, or most of them, are all at the beach right now. I hate you all! Someone needs to come home and see me!
It's the end of my first quarter at school too. I know I got an A in my English191 class... and a B in my CALgebra191 class... as for my computer class, if my attendance in it refects upon my grade at all... I'll be in big trouble.
I plan on updating a little more often, especially during this break. And I tried to finally get a pic on my page... I don't know if ya'll can see it... it's not showing up on my screen, but it's a pic of Adriana Lima. THE HOTTEST GIRL IN THE WORLD... AND MY IDOL. Yes everyone, I'm still with Matt, and I'm not a lesbian, I just have become very obsessed with her over the past months.
Making like a banana and splitting,
Danielle
I haven't been online in awhile... between work, school, matt, and friends i haven't had time for much else! I hope everyone is doing alright! I'm going to try and start jotting down stuff on here a little bit more often now!
Peace...
Dani
"i guarantee that there will be tough times. i guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. but i also guarantee if i dont ask to be mine, ill regret it for the rest of my life. beacause i know in my heart, you're the only one for me."
-runaway bride
******"missing someone gets easier everyday because even though its one day farther than the last time you saw them, its one day closer to the next time you will."******
"i love you for not only what you are but for what i am with you. i love you not only for what you are making of yourself but for what you are making of me. i love you for the part of me that you bring out."
matt - just so you know, right now im listening to "with you". i love you so much!
its tuesday and im not at work. i think god is lovin' me today! i actually asked someone to cover a shift for me... and they could! how exciting!!!!!!!! love ya vee!
to bad its 2 days before christmas and i can wear short sleeves outside. wtf. this weather is great, i mean, im not complaining... it just doesnt help put you in the christmas spirit. i guess thats what i get for living in georgia.
im hoping i hear mariah carey's song "all i want for christmas is you" on the radio soon. all i want for christmas right now is to see matt... :( ... but thats not going to happen because he's all the way in california. i miss him sooo much! this past sunday was the first day i have not seen him in so long. im going thru withdrawls! baby, come home!
today i was presently surprised to get a call from leah. she's like my best friend, but we haven't talked alot lately. lots of reasons. i was glad she came over today so we could talk about things. i hope our friendship gets better or on track for that matter.
i havent updated in awhile. but trust me, you havent missed anything! lol my life couldnt get anymore boring!!!!!! i doubt anyone has missed me lol.
but anyways... ive got major crampage... so im going to lay down...
later dude.
danielle
geez. i never get online anymore. im never home to get online.
lately ive been working a lot. i work like 12 hours on thursday, man did that suck. my paycheck was pretty good this week tho, from both places... i needed the cash too.
im excited about today. my brother has a jv game so im going to be going to that... then matt and i are finally going to get pictures taken with santa! we're gonna look sooo cute! and then we're going on a double date to see honey. im pumped. the movie looks like it's gonna be tight!
but ne ways... thought id just update so yins know im still alive!
im out boyscott,
danielle
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
This whole week up until today, which hasn't been that great but better than the rest of the week, has been absolutely horrible. I suppose it started off alright on Monday. I had a really good morning/afternoon actually. Vanessa got out of school and she and I and Sam went shopping for a bit. Then we went to eat, Just Vee and I, and Matt and Brandon met up with us. After that Vee went to work and Matt and I headed to the mall. Shopping with him was great! I got really cute clothes. We got back around 7ish... and after that my week went downhill.
I don't feel like getting all emotional, so I won't elaborate.
I feel bad for Mick, my bro. He's an incredible basketball player. He's 15, a sophomore, the cap't of the JV basketball team at his HS. Well yesterday, in his first game... three minutes left in the 4th quarter... he tore his calf muscle. It was horrible. I went to the game for family support. My mom had physical therapy and my dad was out of town working. I could feel my heart sink to the ground when I saw him there on the floor laying in pain. My poor little brother! (well, he's bigger than me now... but still, he'll always be my lil bro) We think he's gonna be out for the rest of the season. Poor kid.
So today is Turkey Day. My mom worked until 3:30, and my dad flew into town around 2. The turkey got into the oven late since I have no idea how to cook one! It's not going to be ready until around 7:30. Oh well. I'm just glad the family is all together. Minus the twenty or so of us in Midland... :( I'm jealous b/c I'm not up there.
Oh btw! My gram came home from the hospital yesterday! YAY!
Today I went to Hoopie's house, Heather my bestfriend, and had dinner with her family around 3:30... I left room for my family's feast though! Those who know my family... knows how we do on big occassions! We feed ourselves til' we're REAL full.
I haven't seen Matt in what seems to be sooooo long! So tonight I'm definitely seeing him! I don't care what I have to do... even if I have to force him to spend time with me! LOL jk jk
Gobble Gobble!
Danielle
"a girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said no. she asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said no. she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said no. she had heard to much, she needed to leave. as she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay and said: you're not pretty, you're beautiful. i dont want to be with you forever, i need to be with you forever. and i wouldn't cry if you walked away, i'd die."
"i want to be the girl that you point to and tell your boys, 'she's the one.'"
"just when i think this is as good as it gets, you go and make it better."
"on tough mornings, sometimes the thought of looking into your eyes and seeing the other half of me is the only thing that gets me out of bed."
dude! thats tight that they actually have "twitterpated" as a current mood choice! haha im like, excited! wow. i have no life.
so my day was alright... it was kinda hard to keep my mind off gram. i hope she is doing alright. i dont know what i would do if she passed away. i dont even wanna talk about this.
change of subject.
can i just say that i have the greatest boyfriend in the world. no seriously, i do. matt, i love you sooo much! i had to get that off my chest.
work was alright tonight. i made 66 bucks in tips which isnt bad. but my paycheck is going to suck tomorrow since i didnt work tuesday or friday of last week... oh well. theres always next week to make money.
i need to stop smoking. for real.
oh yea. how could i forget this? my car got freakin' egged yesterday. who does that? who seriously eggs my car? dude. if ur gonna egg a car, at least go for one thats gonna do some damage. my p.o.s. excuse for a car has already been thru hell and back. i kinda feel bad for the bonny... give it a break.
danielle
i love the song "sullivan street". i remember back in the day (like 6 months ago) when i was obsessed with this song. lol all i wanted to do was just make out with a guy and have this song playing in the background... *hint hint* matt. jk jk
so i had a pretty shitty day yesterday. heather and i both did. we seem to always go thru shitty days and odd situations together. thats why i am glad she's my bestfriend. i dont think anyone can ever understand me as well as she can.
i cant really pinpoint what exactly made my day so horrible. i was really troubled by things. things that have to do with my relationship, with my family... with friends. but for the love of me i couldn't tell ya what the hell was wrong with any of them. i just "had the feeling". i have a bad habit of having those feelings.
last night matt said i was acting funny. its hard to talk to him about things because i feel the minute i start telling him how i feel ill begin to cry. i dont like anyone to see or hear me cry. maybe only jen.
to make my day yesterday worse... when i got home last night around 12... i was talking to jen online and she told me to call her. she told me to call her at home. at home? i wondered... why would she be at home if she's at college right now still. thanksgiving break couldn't have started this early? as i was calling i knew something was wrong. sure enough jen broke the news to me that my grandma went into the hospital around 9 p.m. NOT GOOD. If she gets a cold i wanna fly home... my bags are packed right now. i want to be with her. but they insist that everything is going to be ok and there's no need for the family and i to fly home. congestive heart failure is ok now? I THINK NOT. For all those christians out there... if you can, keep my gram in your prayers.
ona brighter note... stella won last night!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!! i wanted her to win... i am always routing for the underdog it seems. personally, i think stella was the better looking one out of the two. k-jo had a good personality but I think she was to young for bob.
hoping today is better than yesterday, but I highly doubt it...
Danielle
this journal entry is mainly for jen.
your right. i guess it does have to do with a low self esteem. but i couldnt help it. even you said u've done it. i couldnt help myself. it really bothers me now though. i suppose it just opened up another door. one of those doors with all the caution tape around it, as if there was a crime scene behind the door or something.
do you really think it was wrong of me? or did it open up my eyes to something i was naive to notice?
maybe i should stop and keep my faith.
faith. eh. unfaith...fulness.
danielle
Britney Spears "Everytime"
Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...
After all...
i got britney's new cd today. i absolutely love it!!!!!!!!!!!! its so good! i would pick favorites but i love like every song on the cd.
i worked all day today. it kinda sucked, surprisingly though i wasnt as tired as i usually am on tuesdays. (its the cd. it has to be lol)
this past weekend was pretty f&cking awesome. friday night i didnt go to work, i had a friend cover for me. lil vee and i went to cherokee for the football game. were we bad luck? cuz cherokee lost :( sorry boys! i had so much fun though. i saw a lot of ppl at the game i hadn't seen in awhile. it was nice. cold, but nice.
saturday... wait i forgot what i did saturday... oh yea! watched finding nemo! it was such a good movie. matt even liked it! haha he might kill me for putting that on here.
yesterday was a pretty interesting day too. (jen ahahahaha) i hung out with my friend bryan for awhile and then we were joined by our friend dane. lol he's one of my fav ppl in the world! we chilled, had lunch, and went to the avenue for a bit. later of that night i hung out with matt. i was supposed to go out with mom but things didnt go as planned.
matt took me to lucia's. this new italian restaurant. it was really nice. we're a cute couple babe! lol
i got that boom boom.
danielle
i got the new pink cd on tuesday when it came out! its pretty good. but i still like mizundastood better. its one of my all time favorite cds.
a little recap on what ive been up to... my weekend was pretty fun. um... friday i worked and then chilled with heather. we went to a hs football for a little because two close guy friends of ours were playing close by. greg, who is one of my bestest buddies, and austin - the love of heathers life, even tho sometimes she's to stubborn to admit it. it was fun. we saw both of them... old times, i feel a tear. lol
then we headed back to my house (heather and i) and got really really really twisted. hypnotic will do that to ya! my man came over for a little but left. but then he called later and he came back to my crib with his two friends and they kept heather and i company. even tho gus passed out and heather and her ex got into a fight on the phone so heather left us to talk privately to him.
saturday... i saw matt for a little bit, gave him victoria's secret 'very sexy' cologne i had bought for him... and went to capozzi's for minute to chill. i was so hung over most of the day. i even let mickey my little bro drive my car cuz i felt so crappy. he doesnt have his permit yet. heather and i went up to canton later on to chill with the chs boys. then back to our area to go bowling. austin and his friends got kicked out early tho. after bowling, matt, brandon, lil vee, and myself went to waffle house. im still scared to eat there since the last time i got food poisoning, so all i had was some bacon. a cheap date for matt that night. lol
skipping a couple days...
matt and i celebrated our 5 month anniversary on tuesday! well, we didnt really celebrate but we hung out... went to car dealerships (yippee... uh... ok)... and to the mall... and to his house so we could do his "h-dubs" aka homework. i didnt mind at all what we did. as long as im with him im happy. it doesnt matter what we're doing.
wednesday... watched the bachelor... haha i loved the roast on leann. to bad she was my fav for awhile... what was i thinking? im routing on stella to win!
tonight i worked. what fun.
now im off to clean my room because its more than a disaster area.
is god is a dj life is a dance floor.
danielle