Listening to: sarah maclaughlin - in the arms of an angel
Feeling: tormented
most of the time i write these entries im usually listening to deliah on the radio... hence all the depressing current music selections.
dont think i didnt post a diary entry last night, oh i did. but my internet decided it wasnt going to refresh the page... so it was never saved on the page. oh well. it was a good entry too.
today wasnt to bad. i woke up late... around 12... after a very restless night. i couldnt sleep well for some reason. got ready and headed out. i went to capozzi's first to pick something up. i talked with brian and adam for a little bit. adam and i made plans to hang out tomorrow (i dunno if we will or not tho). then i went to my old highschool to pick vanessa up from school. she and i first had to go by the hospital before going to the mall. i had to pick up my moms x-rays they took when she was rushed to the hospital a few weeks ago. she was in a bad car accident... it wasnt good. she's still recovering. but back at work at least. so we got the x-rays then went to the mall. vanessa got a few things and so did i. including very very cute underwear im especially proud of my hello kitty thong! and i got a very cute jean skirt with a hat and sweater to match. i did good... spent to much, but did good.
vanessa and i left the mall early to make sure we would beat traffic and werent late for work. we were 20 minutes early. work sucked tonight. i made the shittiest tips i have ever made since i have been waitressing there. it sucked... its cool tho. tomorrow is payday! and i have phatty checks coming to me from both places i work @.
i miss all my friends. today i was thinking about senior yr and spring break and stuff, damn those were hella good times... it seems so long ago. where my girls out from the front to back? is you feeling that? put one hand up, can you repeat that... trying to take my man see i aint feelin that.
what my heart says and what i know i need to do is ripping me apart.
ne ways...
danielle
I get that feeling too, where you miss you friend and look back...yeah it sucks!
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