you know, it seems like every time i get sumthin goin with a guy i screw it up-by the way josh and i are no longer together! im sad...my friend lauren (adair) told me he didn't like me and told him i didn't like him and he was like all mad at me and lauren started like hangin all over him! it was GAY! and so now every flippin day i have to watch them make out and it just makes me want to cry...but i have this friend ryan and he is really sweet and i like him alot and lauren and other poeople keep sayin that he likes me to and i think it's true cause he keeps huggin me it's really sweet! but i don't know if he wants to "be with me" but i dont know i'll get back to ya! -stupid gurl! aka-Laur!!