obviously i'm NOT over him if finding out that they're having problems makes me happy. hmm. lame. i don't want to want him anymore. every song is about who i don't want to [think] about anymore. i wonder what he would do if i got in a car crash and was in critical condition. not care. but secretly die. [necktie] no. not really. ew. i heart bryson secretly, but secretly not, it's a comnplicated emotion. night, darlings.