My boyfriend's gone for the week, but I'm sure he's going to break up with me when he gets back. We have been going out for a year and a half, but we've broken up twice before, each time for about a month. The first time was me, the second was mutual started by me, and now it's going to be him. I talked to one of our good freinds about it and he said he thinks the same thing I do. Great. I wish he just would have had the balls to tell me before he left and not leave me here waiting for it. I refuse to break up with him. I know that if I break up with him I'll feel like I have the power to get us back together, and I don't think that's what either of us wants anymore. I love him; God I know I love him. But at this point, he's over it. And if it's meant to be, it will find a way. If we are truly meant for eachother, once we're out of college and both more mature and such, maybe we will be serendiptously reunited. Or maybe not. I'll rely on fate.