Its sad because every day we spent together is slowly being replaced by everyday we spend apart. Leave me in peace. Let me sleep once at least without my pillow being wet with tears, my eyes burning and my head throbbing. Let me get away from it all. Preferably the world. You can always tell how much you love someone by how much they can hurt you. just because he doesn't love you the way you want him to, doesn't mean he doesn't love you with everything he has. Id like to stay a secret, like walking in the dark...if no one can hear me and no one can see me, then no one can break my heart. It's hard to say "I love you" and not draw back in tears. It's hard to know that your not there to help me face my fears. It's hard to know the phones at reach but I can not hear your voice. It's hard to know that this time breaking up was not my choice. It's hard to see you laughing when I'm crying deep inside. It's hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide. It's hard to live wihtout you when I need you more than words, To want to scream how much I love you, but hold back and not be heard. It's hard to go to sleep at night when I can only dream of you. It's hard to think that you might fall in love with someone new. It's hard to not start crying when I hear your favorite song. It's hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong? It's hard to live without you, if I only would have known I will never love another, I would rather be alone.