It's 1 in the morning, I'm in bed. She is in the bed next to me. She is asleep. I can hear her gentle breathing and it calms me, it makes me smile, it fills me up. This is what I want. Forever. For Always. Me and her, someone to hold, someone to love, she is everything I want. She is amazing. Cute, Smart, Silly, Funny, Sweet, AMAZING. I'd do anything for her. The last two months disolve away and I leave them behind. Right now, tonight, it is us. It has been us for a million years, it will be us for an eternity. In the night, in the dark, I can think that, believe it. Sometimes the darkness makes things hard and scary. But a warm summer night in the mountain desert with her by my side is magic. More than I deserve, all that I need. It makes me high, the breeze, the scent of her skin, the slow, steady pumping of her heart. I love you

I can see her soon. Three days. I'll have her for six. It isn't enough. I need her more. I'm tire of being away, it's felt like a lifetime. I'm tired of being alone, I hate that I left her. I need her. She completes me. I know people say that all the time, but it's true. She is my other half, my better half. I want her forever, I'd do anything for her, anything at all. But like I said, three days. I can wait three day. In three days I'll hold her in my arms, I'll kiss her, I'll love her. When I hear her voice it won't be a thousand miles from home it will be in the same room, the same car. I can smile and reach over and hold her hand and it will all be good again. I miss you bunny

i hate that there is no set date. I hate that it keeps changing, getting pushed back later and later. Originally, he would be home in a week or two. Then it was pushed back to beginning of august, tolerable. Now september? I don't know how much more of this I can take. I just want him in my arms. his hand in mine, his lips on mine, his eyes looking into mine. A relationship shouldn't be based totally on physical aspects, but without that touch there.... its just so .... empty.

Is confused. Is confused about tonight, is confused about life.Missing bunny. Missing holding her, talking to her, seeing her, cooking with her, loving her. Missing life. Is afraid .Is afraid of being replaced. Is afraid that he isn't enough. Is afraid of losing the only person who he knows he has truly loved. Is afraid of everything

A Kiss On the Forehead Night-time is by far the hardest. I miss snuggling up next to him. I miss his warm comfort enveloping me. I miss the 'i love you' whispers in my ear and the kisses on the back of my neck. My favourite is when he tucks me in. I love the protective feeling he gives me. Like nothing will happen. He's there to chase off all the bad guys. I love my monster so much. He's everything a guy should be. He's smart, funny, passionate, loving, caring, thoughtful, honest and is always there when I need him. How many people can say they have all that? How many people truly have all that they wanted in another person? Well I do. And I plan to keep it right where it belongs. By my side.

Monster is home. Has been for a few days now and couldn't be happier. Bunny is right next to me, her leg is touching mine, We have cooked together, laughed together and played together. Time to run again though now, no time will be wasted and I wouldn't have it any other way ~monster

I get to see her soon. Sooner than I thought, sooner than I could hope. a little break at the midway point, my reward from my time away, my time in hell. We can do this, I know we can. I love her more than anything, need her more than anything. She is always in my thoughts and my dreams. I love to see that smile, love the way she says she loves me. Bunny, we can do this. The rough part is over now. We will be together soon, weeks not months. Yes, I will have to go back, and yes it will be sad again. But, just think, we only have to do this one more time, the same amount of time. We survived this stretch somehow. We are strong, our relationship is strong. How could it not be? We are both the best.

Thinking about the day he gets home keeps me going. Thinking about how much fun we'll have when he comes back gives me hope. we'll sleep together every night, we'll kiss each other every morning, we'll cook every day, we'll hold hands every day, we'll care for our plants together. We will love.

She misses him. She hurts. She needs him home. She wants the emptiness to go away. She can't wait for the day he comes home. She needs his love. She needs that little piece of her heart to be healed again. She misses holding his hand. She misses his lips. She misses the laughs. She misses the hugs. She misses the happiness that he brings her. Come back. I do need you.

I love that I can see my bunny. That I'm looking at her right now while I type this. Even though you are so far away, it is so late and it has been so long I love you more than I ever have before. I need you. I want you. You are my everything, I will love you for always. I will want you forever. Whenever it is darkest, whenever it is hardest, you are always there to lift me back up. I hope I can do the same for you. You can brighten my entire day with a silly noise or face, a giggle, a whispered love. Thank you my bunny. You mean more to me than anything. Don't ever think that you don't. ~monster

This is a story about a boy and a girl who love each other. He's been gone for three weeks now. Its been a hard three weeks. She would like nothing more than to see him again. His voice is the biggest comfort there is, but its just a voice. She misses his face. his touch, his breath, his lips, his arms, his smell. she misses him. ~bunny