i hate that there is no set date. I hate that it keeps changing, getting pushed back later and later. Originally, he would be home in a week or two. Then it was pushed back to beginning of august, tolerable. Now september? I don't know how much more of this I can take.

I just want him in my arms. his hand in mine, his lips on mine, his eyes looking into mine. A relationship shouldn't be based totally on physical aspects, but without that touch there.... its just so ....

empty.