It's 1 in the morning, I'm in bed. She is in the bed next to me. She is asleep. I can hear her gentle breathing and it calms me, it makes me smile, it fills me up. This is what I want. Forever. For Always. Me and her, someone to hold, someone to love, she is everything I want. She is amazing. Cute, Smart, Silly, Funny, Sweet, AMAZING. I'd do anything for her. The last two months disolve away and I leave them behind. Right now, tonight, it is us. It has been us for a million years, it will be us for an eternity. In the night, in the dark, I can think that, believe it. Sometimes the darkness makes things hard and scary. But a warm summer night in the mountain desert with her by my side is magic. More than I deserve, all that I need. It makes me high, the breeze, the scent of her skin, the slow, steady pumping of her heart. I love you