fairytales

Fairytales We have them Everyone knows them yet No one lives them We have something to keep us sane Telling us this is how it should be. With Love and the hero always wins The maiden gets her love. Why? They never come true They are lies To make us see what we dont have How bad our lifes actually are...
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nothing more

so, i dont really know what to write here. Im usally on here to show people my poetry but, that doesnt get hits anymore. Life fight now could be a lot better it just isn't though. I have places to turn i just don't want to though. I don't see the point in sharing my burden with people who i can be helping so they can help me and hold my problems with all of their own. Gorgous boy,You have my heart.
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he is forever someone unknown.

Hunny if your eyes where open If you mind was sealed shut. Nothing could stop you. so no matter how far away, the stars will still shine the wind will blow and the grey skys come. hold tightly to a dream painted by the painter in the eye of the beholder beauty is a fake and a crook. so take this lightly and please dont cry hide your heart and please still do try nothing more then what you have lost but gained by someone unknown to a heart that is pure as gold. learn to love little heart Show them you know the game pull out ahead and love the tamed shut those eyse and go to bed life isnt here for all much longer so look and dont be afraid ill be there here i will stay
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Only lies can tell

ONly the lies can tell what you cant seem to say the days you hide away. Nothing more then one simple kiss can tare this love to martial bliss. To many of your lies turned into my worst fears comming down my face as tears Someting so simple yet nothing is to obseen the worlds sucked you in Im not pulling you out. Of the games and all your new frames the pictures of her wanting him over you Nothings new hunny There isnt a trick i havent heard More of the Nightmare somethings are better left unspoken.
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i wish

i dont know what to say. Im sitting here hoping.. maybe one day... ill be her the girl who gets the looks the one with the smiles the girl who gets the guys that girl will never be me i dont care if i look good i dont mind if i dont match maybe i want her life i want to be loved not hated dated not jaded to much to ask.
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Heh.

I was away for a while But I'm hoping someday you'll forgive me Though I don't deserve it I'll cherish it well if you give me one of your new starts Just one more last chance I swear that I'll earn it If you front me for now I'm good for it I swear I'm better now I swear In earlier days, they'd persecute people They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs For lesser offenses, and how I have harmed you And still you allow me to walk free of pain Though I punish myself I will never settle The debts I've incured for scorning the face Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace And though I once mocked you I'm dying to pay for it now I'm dying to pay for it now So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound To the end of an anchor thrown into the sound And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get I wasn't well for a while I savored the things that I knew were sure to destroy me And that seemed to hold me That seemed to carry me where I couldn't go On the strength of my own Well, I should've known That gets me nowhere I've learned that now I swear In earlier days, they'd persecute people They'd carry them off, and hobble their legs For lesser offenses, and how I have harmed you And still you allow me to walk free of pain Though I punish myself I will never settle The debts I've incured for scorning the face Of absolute beauty, and measureless grace And though I once mocked you I'm dying to pay for it now I'm dying to pay for it now, now, now So hand me the rocks to help weigh me down And tether my legs with a cord tightly bound To then end of an anchor thrown into the sound And test me to see if I will rise against the worst that it can get Well, I wasn't sure that I could Well, I wasn't sure that I could Well, I wasn't sure that I could But, I can
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bad enough.

.heh. Moms mad again. To me this never ends. Its getting really bad now. From really little things to like everything now. Life suppose to be looking up for you. Thats all i hear and its just not anymore. I was happy yesterday, to today where i cant stand anything. maybe it is just me. I dont know anymore. Maybe I cause my own problems anymore. Simple things are making me want to hurt people. ♥Bloodshed is better left behind closed doors♥
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hey gorgous

So, theres nothing really to say anymore. Lifes been going really really good for once and im actually not depressed. Life isnt seen in black and white its now more color and no shadows. Morely the days when i feel down about you. Maybe life is ment to live without any imputs just simpily a view and nothing more. Fighting for a breath of air when everyone else is down fighting the same war. canidate for your new murder.
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life

whats new to say about anything? i really dont know anymore. Im sick of life, of guys..everything. enough of being hurt and broken. i judt dont want to trust anyone. i just have that fear? is that what you call it? i dont even know anymore.
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FUCK

yea..mr. O.so.right is a asshole! yea yea he called me DRUNK. at 3 AM. whats that about...? i mean...GRR. he fucked himself in a whole! thats his only chance and now its gone
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staplegunned

Do I have to spell it out for you or scream it in your face? Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place Do I have to spell it out for you or whisper in your ear? Oh, just stop right there I think that we've got something here .better.just.better.left.ALONE.♥.
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Hit or Miss

Listening to: Nfg---Hit or Miss
Feeling: lovestruck
what do i do anymore? i feel like its just worthless for me to try keep looking find a guy start to like them alot..then it all goes the same. "sorry my hearts taken" or "im just not ready for this now" or flat out no? Who this time will pick me up? When you crush my heart, is anyone going to be there so i can cry? Why is it me thats always so broken? Everythings better behind closed doors ♥
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well well...am i?

Listening to: Mudvayne--[[happy]]
Feeling: beat
well im done with the layout though its missing new stuff to it! O well.. what do you do when you want a guy so bad that when he comes around you, all you do is smile. Then when he leaves its just like you are sad and you dont smile? i dont know if he knows how i feel yet im a little scared...i dont want played. somethings are better left unseen.
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