shit i keep thinking about my old boyfriend why i don't know it's been months since it ended and months since i've seen or talked to him why cant i get him out of my head why do i think about his favorite things why when i do something i think about him and that he would have liked to do this too maybe with me why do i compare the old boyfriend and the current it's not fair and i hate it i hate thinking about the old one and thinking how i could have awesome conversations with him because we had so much in common and he was so much fun and i loved him so much i loved him too much to say maybe i'm just kidding myself and i didn't love him but i'm sure i did i must have or else it wouldn't be months and months later with me still thinking about him i don't think about the old one when i am with my current one but after or just at random times we were too much alike the old one and i but that's what was so amazing i swear i know its incrediably corny but he was my other half together we were complete he felt that way too for a while oh well screw it _________________________________________ FUCK I HATE THIS birthdays awkward i hate this. _________________________________________ I HATE THIS I don't even have anyone to talk to things aren't going as well as I thought I guess shit why does this always happen