alright. so, on like last week, uh...sunday er something i found 2 of my moms pipes. which is cool cuz i have none of my own. so today i decided to wipe it out from the old box of hair shit that she hid it in and use one. i smoke for and hour straight, with only on interuption from my sister, and one quick room to the bathroom. NOW my room smells like shit. which sucks cuz its right next to the kitchen but whatever. if anyone ever catches me, ill just say'what about mom' love from below breta

so. its the summer now isnt it? i hope everyones doing dandy my time so fars been fine except when i meet this really cool guy...and started 'heanging out' with him...and then he had to move to texas...and its been down the drain since then. im mean, he'd be a good friend but. bleh. i went to the alkaline trio show with tati. and it was fucking beautiful. damn. im in fucking LOVE with matt skiba. yumm...and afterwards there was this sexy BEAST that came and talked to me. i was like HELLO!! haha. he was really funny and today there this show in mequon thats supposed to be pretty nifty. <3 you all --breta

sweet indulgence come take me away to a better place

well. seeing as i havent been on here in a while, well i have, but i just didnt feel like updating. but heres the story of my vida -i went up north, and ODed -i ofically hte my mother -my hair is blue -i stil have no bf -i got a 2.5 on my report card -i went to taste of chaos tour with my best friend. and it sucked ass, the only cool thing bout it was my kick ass bruise -oh and the fact that my mom had no fucking idea i went to the show at all. IDIOT i swear she has no brian. any who. i have to do my art. buh bye

alrighty, so as it says in the title i got a cut and dye, and you all should look at it and comment on it...haha. well anyways...my weekend was horrible. i went up north, and there was this cutie that came along too. but i dont like him like that. we got into a fight because he was being an asshole. but i was superly depressed on saturday...like i couldnt even move i felt so bad... and now i just feel bad because im such a bitch to people...idk TATI CAME OVER!!! and i didnt get to see her in SUCH a long time, and it was so great. i gave her a HUGE hug when i seen her, because i love her. shes pretty, ill have to show you people her sometime. AND i love her even more cuz she gave my her thursday shirt...lol heres the pics if you want me back, youre gonna have to ask what? sex? take my/your pants off? is that a penis?..i GUESS its big enough... my name is breta but my friends call me satan...

well this week was.....? i got a bunch of assignments and big time projects in half of my classes. im pretty mad about that. and i have started 0 of them. haha. and i wannted go to amandas birthay party today but i had no ride. so intead i went to FUEL cafe and read my book for english. (GIRL, INTERRUPTED?) anywyas, i cut my hair and heres some pictures...i wanted an emo cut but that may be too short. (if you dont get it you have to click on the links to see me) *doll face* http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v210/pinkybutt/fakeyes.bmp please ______ (fill in the blank with a dirty word) http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v210/pinkybutt/messy.bmp atreyu rocks and you know it!! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v210/pinkybutt/giant.jpg i love you all PLEASE COMMENT

heres some pictures of me. i need to take my camera to school. so i dont look like a loser taking pictures with myself. hehe weird pic by my piano...wtf? i cant even play i love this shirt. i got it from value village for 2 bucks yep, thats me HOLY SHIT!! so is this!! anyways...ive had an alright week. tati and i are (hopefully) getting together this weekend to work on our clothes (lol we're so cute together) and im gonna bring my camera to take pictures of me and her. RED HOT LESBIAN PICTURES!! ya, you heard me. ha. kidding, but we can if you want...tati wont mind

so i heard that if today was monday, wed be out of school... DAMNIT!! well in other news, i went to caseys shot which was alright. the best part, i must say, were the mozzerella sticks and but there werent many people there. i got a ride home with autumn and found out too much information about...somethings with some people...hahaha. man i really wanna do something today. like hang out with tati. i really cant wait till next weekend. i have been depressed lately mainly caused by my mom. i hate her ass to death ps--im so excited because tati FINALLY agreed to start a band with me and bianca. now all we need is money, but im sure tati can make tht shit on the corner. KIDDING TATI! i love you

well no BIG news for the most part. i went to starship on saturday and got a rocky horror shirt, i wanted the time warp one but they didnt have my size *tear* then i went back today (sunday) and got a lip ring and had a really fucking hard time putting it in!! GRARH!! and i finished up part 10 of my story so go and check it out at yourmothr, its on my budylist for easy access do it...NOW

have you ever just beem sitting there and felt...nothing inside? i have been feeling like that a lot lately and i cant change it i cant get anything done because im trying to deal with it deal with nothing it makes no sense i just feel like crying but then i think wtf am i crying about? then i just feel stupid. 'its kinda hard to laugh at me, if im beating you to it'

i have a new favorite book. my entry title quote thing came from it. its called tenderness by robert cornier. the endings really depressing though. i cried. god in other news my sister threated to punch me...*giggles* awe...she's so cute she was serious, im just making fun of her. night night

hehe. i like this entries title. ive been looking around www.deviantart.com (a real cool place) i think the prints are the best. its basically of peoples art work and lots of it. i get most of my pictures from them. anyways. i feel like im starting to get sick and im really bored. i feel really bad for some reasons. there's this show on friday but i dont think i wanna go. cuz there's gonna be another at mad planet sometime later. anywho....im gonna dye my hair (most likely) not all of it just some purple. AND MY HAIRS NOT GONNA FALL OUT!! *muah*

okay. well over the weekend i went to rocky horror. and guess who was there!!!??? MIKE! my all time BEST friend! that there, ladies and gentlemen, was fuckin sarcasim. i hate him. but tati was there. and i sad shit. that was...'bad'. i dont even feel like repeating it. becuase i love tati so much. too much to MEAN to hurt her. ah, and we tried smuggling in a beer at the door, but the guy caught us!! (dramatic pause) but he was really cool about it, cuz when we saw him in the hall he let me have it back. and i hugged him. and then the guy who played roky was cool too. he gave me free cigarettes....but then they broke. and i got some of alexs. poor kid. i kinda wished i knew him better. 'he's a little cutie; i could pounce on him' awe tati....why not? lol anyways i have a essay to do so...later? i wish i knew you were safely at home...

man why the fuck do all the hot have to NOT go to my school??? man these guys were at the used show, but i didnt see them. *tear tear* i know. there were a few others that i was going to ask to make out with...at least i got to grab that one guys ass, hahaha awesomeness haha here you go

im gonna hat myself for ever writing this on the net. im really desperate for a guy. but last time i went for that irst peace of shit that came my way, i got my heart broken. i just need one. i mean this one guys the only one that i like or would know enough to date right now. but i dont know if we would ever fuck shit up between us, like our friendship or something. me and tati need someone to love. im so emo at the moment. i think casey was right, i COULD fall for anyone. but hes so sweet, he said not to do that, whatever i do, becuase he doesnt want to see me sad. (love) well this basterd RYAN, must have said something to his friend andy becuase in the fucking hallway, as he was walking past me, he didnt even have the guts to say it to my face. ALL I WANT IS MY THURSDAY CD DAMNIT!!! fuckface go get some ACHNE CREAM DAMNIT YOU LOSER!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! and now im done because i should be saying this shit to his face instead of on here. so ta ta

Amber Pacific Thoughts Before Me So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings? It's starting to get old That story that untold Reflect before we walk into What we already know Won't be so easy Looking back at high school drama Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems Someone's writing empty letters Is there no other way? Staring at your reflection every day Can make or break my heart away When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad And once again we're further away from what we never had :chorus: So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings? Just run away with so much left to share It's just not enough When we're so much more than friends We're much too young to throw away our cares There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays We're getting backwards double We can look ahead And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive? Is this another time we can't control our lives? Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad And once again we're further away from what we never had :chorus: How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive? Is this another time we can't control our lives? Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad And once again we're further away from what we never had :chorus:

these guys are super sexy that guy right......................................there ^ is the sexiest holy shit. if i knew where any of those 4 guys livrf, i would be shuure to get fucked by them everyday. haha. you think im kidding? lol in other news. i really wanna go through with this band idea me and my two other friends were thinking about. it would be so awesome. wed be the hottest chick band around!! oh yea!! haha. hopinh for the best, breta

ive never felt the pain of loss because ive never had it. i havent felt desired because im not desirable. i always give the pain even though i dont (think i) know what pain really is. i cant imagine because i cant believe. i dont mean it even though it happens. i dont try to be your disappointment. if youve counted on me and fallen because i couldnt catch you, you dont have to worry about that pain anymore. this is my suicide letter. now i will be the loss .____.____.____.____.____.____.____. the image of that night is still reoccurring in my mind. the anger in my heart is still there. i wanted to be her. i want to be her. i want to feel what she feels. so i can partially understand. but if i had her pain; just a taste, i would need all of what she needs. what we all really need... ::love, and too much of it::

me and tati (mscobain) are starting a clothing line soon. and you all are going ot buy them!!! hahaha, some of the ideas we've come up with are pretty good and i cant wait to wear them...and make money off them.

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