im gonna hat myself for ever writing this on the net. im really desperate for a guy. but last time i went for that irst peace of shit that came my way, i got my heart broken. i just need one. i mean this one guys the only one that i like or would know enough to date right now. but i dont know if we would ever fuck shit up between us, like our friendship or something. me and tati need someone to love. im so emo at the moment. i think casey was right, i COULD fall for anyone. but hes so sweet, he said not to do that, whatever i do, becuase he doesnt want to see me sad. (love) well this basterd RYAN, must have said something to his friend andy becuase in the fucking hallway, as he was walking past me, he didnt even have the guts to say it to my face. ALL I WANT IS MY THURSDAY CD DAMNIT!!! fuckface go get some ACHNE CREAM DAMNIT YOU LOSER!! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! and now im done because i should be saying this shit to his face instead of on here. so ta ta