So i havn't been home in what seems like forever an i think my dad hates me for it. I never want to be though because first of all, theres nothing to do there. if i am at home i am just on the computer or listening to music. reason two, mike and my friends make me feel more loved. I mean my step mom is AMAZING but anyone else in my family could care less. i've been upset at the fact that devin is leaving again and i wont see him till summer. but i know his life is good in canada right now and i shouldn't be selfish. I thought i had found out who i am but it seems i am still looking. the one and only thing i am sure of in my life is mike. i'm so in love and so happy that i get overwhelmed and cry. I'm so thankful to have him in my life. so now i guess i am going to find the rest of who i am...♥