4:44 p.m. My poster fell down the other day, and I can say that nothing has been the same. It doesn't want to stay back up though and everything remains the same as it is. My watch fell of my desk this morning, I thought my cat knocked it over, but I guess it felt like it was time to happen. I am no longer certain upon things which I thought I had learned the very secrets to. I hate it when the road surprises you, yet keeps in the worst dulldrum you have ever feared. Although when you sometimes feel like you are home and the road is taking you in the straightest path, it may suddenly swoop to the right and throw you completely off. Giving you all kinds of false hopes and an intolerable lust to be there. Ahhh, the winds will shift however and no one knows when, I only pray that maybe the wind will be thrown back into my face, because that is when I know I have command and home with fulfilled dreams and visions of what yet may come. -Clark King