this summer has been crazy for me. it had more drama then a dramatic sitcom. but just when i thought it was over, it surprised me with more bull shit from the people i don't need to take it from. the only best part about the summer is hanging out with my friends [going camping, hanging at the mall, watching movie, ect.] i wish the summer would have turned out differently, but i guess everything happens for a reason. breaking the friendship between me and my really old bestfriend was the best thing that had ever happened to me. i guess what happened was meant to happen. i thought when we stopped being friends, i would feel like shit, but i was wrong ... i feel fine with the whole deal. a really huge thing was pretty shocking this summer ... i found out i'm moving to North Carolina by the next few months. i don't really think im up for that big of a change, but i guess i have bear down and go with the change. my life was bound to change, but i didn't think it would come this soon. i guess im never one for happy endings, maybe my life is suppost to be a giant thrill ride. with complicated dissions, and high standards. i guess im pretty solid with the whole summer not going to plan deal. i hope maybe, just maybe next summer will go to my liking. and i will be happier with everyone, and everything about it. but i won't hope too much for it to happen, because if i hope for it, it never comes. xox; danielle