I don't know why people date its really not fun to put your self in a unconforitable postion with a person you don't really know all that well. So yah I give up on that and I have only been on one so I guess you can tell that I was more anoyed by the lame sex jokes and failed attempts to kiss me. I would much rather hang out with a group of friends and just get drunk or play nintendo and give each other high fives, both remottly boring things but at least the thought of a gun to my head out not be there. I would just have to say that if even smoking a lot of pot can't even make a person the least bit interesting I really couldn't tell what would. i really needed to get that out of me!!Q! Wow well other than that ever since I was payed and my mom left last week I have been haveing randon people come over staying out till like five and doing sper of the moment drugs. I think it was last night I went to matt round heads house and had some beers, the night befor I got some fucking sleep, thrusday I did coke with ali we went to marks house, weds me lorain brenden, and corry did ex and broke in to the kings men pool at night, tuesday coke, and I was at ali cabin befor then when I discoverd that I will never get alchohal posinging:)