So I have been listening to New Found Glory all day they are pretty kick ass. Well today was an some ups some downs day. First for the downs because there werent as many of those. That dumb chick with the blonde hair *cough* Holly *cough* forced me to go to seminary. I know what your thinking how could a little girl force me to go well it was like this she saw me in the hall and I told her that I wasnt going to seminary and first she pleaded and I said no. Then she started fucking touching me and I tried and succeded a couple times of getting her off of me until she fucking throw her entire body all over. I was so fucking pissed I dont like it when people touch me unless they know for a fact they have permission to touch me (People like Amy for example have permission to touch me whenever they please, and where ever they please *wink*). So after failing at trying to politly getting her off of me I told her that I would go to seminary and when she still kept her arms around me I quickened my pace a lot. God she knows I think she is annoying I am pretty sure someone told her or she finally got the hint because someone told me that she said that I thought she was annoying. So this brings be to another issue. I have kinda figured out something about myself the last little while, well its something I guess I knew I just didnt comprihend or fully understand. I am compltely addicted to one of the following if not all of them. 1. Power. 2. Manipulating. 3. People being infatuated with me. 4. People thinking I am way awesome. 5. Girls telling me that I am hott or that they want me. 6. Girls telling other people about how hott or awesome they think I am. 7. Overhearing girls tell other girls about "that guy right there" refering too me. I have had a few of these experiances in the last couple weeks and I finally realize how I am so completely addicted I am to these things. The thing is some of these things correlate directly to one another. Like power can realate to alot of these, for example if a girl thinks she is in love with me and is willing to prove it to me I can basically get them to do the things I want. The other things I just love hearing about. This girl came up to me last week and just said "Hey, I have seen you in the halls alot and think your cute, so I decided to come introduce myself. I'm Kim." That was so fucking cool because she is extremely attractive. I smiled the whole time she was talking to me and for several minutes after. Another situation similer to this one just happened on Friday. I was eating lunch with this one kid and this absolutly gorgeous girl walks up and starts talking to him. I mean really she is one of those girls that your like "she has got to be taken and if she isnt she wouldnt be interested in me" she is that atractive. Well while we were sitting there she asked me " are you new because I havent seen you before." I told her about how I just transfered and everything and then she sat down on the other side of the kid I was sitting next too. Well a few minutes later it was quite for a second and the kid sitting next to me just turns and says "Jessica thinks your hott by the way" I thought he was joking so I didnt even think anything of it. Well today I was with Hanaha and I saw the kid that told me jessica thought I was hott and he said to me, "Dude Jessica wants you to come eat lunch with us." Isnt that fucking awesome o my god this girl or drop fucking dead gorgeous. Thats the shit that puts you in a damn good mood right there. Well another situation that I hear about every day is how much that Mickell girl likes me and she also called me tonight and left a message saying she missed me and wanted to talk to me and how we have to hang out some time. Every day one of Mickell's friends comes up to me and is like Mickell likes you so much blah blah blah. God I love it I am addicted. There is a down side though. Like the situation with Holly no matter how annoyed I am I cannot blantently say that I dont want to anything to do with her because the fact of the matter is that I enjoy her being so quote "In love" with me /end quote. I when I think she is losing interest or getting the hint I always do a little thing that drags her right back in and I also love doing that. Ok well anyway that was my egotistical schpill for tonight. I got new shoes I like them alot they look cool. My dad said they make me look like a "brother" or whatever o fucking well so what if they do I like them. I also bought the best fucking headphones, there called SkullCandy, in the world they are so awesome. They have a subwoofer in them how fucking awesome is that they sound so damn good. They are the big ones but they arent at big as the really huge ones so they dont look to bad. I am not going to wear them to school anyway because they would be stupid. So I just wear them when I am chillin at home or vacuming at work or whatever. I am also going to use them when I am boarding. Anyone that wants to hear them come over they are fucking awesome you gotta hear them and when you turn the sub up all the way you can fucking feel it against your ears it vibrates or whatever feels fucking cool. The thing is it isnt a gross loud bass either it is soft and not a huge hit every time they sound way good. Like a well balanced system. Well I don't think anyone will read any further so I guess I will quit. Welp cya later. -Aaron-