tell me what the fuck is it doing for you does it really help does it cure the pain to me its just a sick and twisted game fuck you all, are you even worth it i cant believe the shit thats happened to me can my life go right for just one day or is god just wanting me to pay? what the fuck did i do to you? sick and tired of the shit thats played new hand, forced it out in a second cause im done with your sick and twisted games no more was it ever worth it? no less can i say ive gained? no more im so tired of purpose no less i dont need a reason now i ask you what does it do? does it make you feel special? can you move on with this without any friends anyone to help you when your miserable