Lets hide these beautiful scars bury them between your lies let someones heart break slowly you know you've gone to far you're not the only one whos hurting who's falling apart inside i wish it didn't hurt anymore my mind still burns and my veins still scream and worst of all. i still miss you and i can't let go just fake it someones got to give forget happiness i never saw that coming lets forget these joys in love you're to complicated and i can't explain how you drive my mind crazy but everything else is pain watch the crimson run and don't tell me no burn secrets scars in my skin fading to barely nothing let me prove to you my past wasn't worth it let me paint the scene

it's only me, you say im so perfect for you were the only lies i've ever believed your passion burned shedding few tears. letting go slowly the more you wanted out. the more i held on i could've been everything you needed. everythign you wanted. your eyes once told a story. now i can't catch onto the meaning ever so sweet the story once drown from your eyes spilled from your heart explain through the bloddy canvas now left behind. i lie to myself still believing in better nights but endless is all i find ill love you forever replaying in my head i could only dream about forever knwoing i meant nothing to you i can only hope is till linger in your mind wishing that one moent will confide in others wanting you to miss me as bad as i do broken hearts never tend to mend silence was a perfect answer to the unasked questions wondering why being alone is so easy i don't want you to love me anymore be true to me. just once

your intentions were obvious and i learned to love your lies living was just an excuse to die endless cold nights lying alone, letting the tears run from my eyes untouched until they reach an end wondering what exactly i did wrong wondering why intentional pain felt so damn good waking up waiting for your harsh words trying to stay strong so you wouldn't see how easily you were tearing me apart sinking deeper into this darkened nightmare it's instinct to take this blade to my skin gashing away, taking your pain out letting my emotions run the blood comes as quickly as my tears and you honestly say you don't notice break my heart end this. please tell me you don't want me. how imperfect i am hate me. please give me a reason to feel this pain to be alone and unwanted stop believing let hope run dry. please

she learned something over the year trust is hard to find and love is a fake emotions theres no beauty in a broken heart and the pain is only as much as you make it you're mind is tricked and the feelings aren't real the blood you shed is the only proof you have to believe your heart haunted alone broekn down inside running the words, thoughts and memories over and over through you're mind but nothing lasts forever and eventually the times of sorrow will be forgotten you're dreams will always fade but never dream it to be over nothings perfect not even the design layed across the stars in the sky you can always find a mistake or a damper on the images if perfection is in the eye of the beholder and beauty is skin deep then how is it imperfect to think different then others

so i just realized.. how much everythings sucks nothings the same as it used to be and now. everything seems a million times harder what the fuck happened? And i wont let myself be happy I cut myself just to feel the pain And i wont give up anything for you Im going down and noone can save me

you hold her close and shes more than just okay shes dancing with the stars captivated by love she lingers through the memories slipping away from reality hope is present as her broken heart begins to mend shes given her heart away in the past but she sees morals and sensations in your eyes and she can't resist but to give in again nothing like you has ever happened to her before the moment you let go. insecurity burns through her much like poision to her veins her mind constantly reminding her of the times before all the tears her pretty eyes cried all the nights she wished she could just die every time she'd slit her fucking wrists she can't find the strenght to over come the fear the fear and the pain she can't give herself to you completely because she'll always be alone no one will ever understand how much she really hates herself no one will ever understand how bad her tears burned or how cold the blood that ran down her fingertips was she can't let go of the things that once made her mind scream and her pain so great no one will understand her beauty that is skin deep not willing to look past the differences. not willing to admit they were wrong for once. and not her that her images of beauty and normality were different from others. but in a sense the same. but no one will ever understand her ways.

it just really sucks that someone you're so close to and could tell each other everything won't talk about what's hurting them. i've done more then just confided in you. but i've let you into my life more then anyone thats ever tired. and i won't you to talk to me. tell me what hurts. because i know what you're going through. and i know it sucks. it's not fair either. but lifes not fair. and i just can't stand the fact that we don't talk like we used to, and you find reasons to. im starting to think im not good enough for you. and you've come to finally realize that. our lives are in two different places. but we've never had a problem with it until now. and i don't know what's going on. i don't know what to think. theres not been one night that i haven't talked to you before falling asleep until last night. and i haven't cried myself to sleep lately. until last night. and i don't want my life to turn into what it was. i thought you'd help me with that. but now im scared to even call you. it's like you're turning agaist me and shutting me out. because of the things that are happening. and you say they don't concern me. well they do when you can't even talk to me anymore. it's just not the same right now. and it might take a while. but i really hope we can work through this. because you do mean everything to me. and i can't stand it like this. it hurts maybe more then anything right now.

my mind screams, my heart races and these tears bur n unforgetable pain under the beauty and hate of a darkened sky lost in the moment that no longer holds you and i and i can't find myself again half hearted broken soul is all i see tormented and trapt incomplete in every way falling and breaking into pieces every moment trying to pick herself up and mend them together lost and confused in a life not worth living where reality seems less than real. and i can't forgive the moment you slipped away was it her shy innocent simple ways were you to good. to above her realizing time and love meant nothing to you. then tore a heart in half for no reason knowing you were the cause of all those scars the reason her eyes are dark and lonely deserving much better. close your eyes. and end this nightmare