you don't understand. and if you don't right now, you never will. this whole fucking world is pointless. the human race takes it for granted. it sickens me the way people treat each other. the way they treat the world. hell, even the way they treat themselves. you'd think since they care so much about themselves, that would be the one thing they gave a shit about, but no. we poison ourselves. we kill each other. we have taken over this world. and just because we can open bananas with our thumbs, build big buildings, and create more technological miracles, doesnt mean we get the lions share of this world. everything pointless is so important. the amount of money we have. who gives a fuck. does more money mean a longer, more indepth life? No. This world revolves around the sun. not money. but you wouldn't know it. we need oxygen to breathe, not money. but again, you wouldn't know it. i don't really know why i decided i had to get this down. i think i've been thinking about saving the little beauty we have left in this world. but i don't think anyone else in this fucking world is interested. i used to think that life was too beautiful to quit, but it's getting uglier and uglier. worse and worse people are being praised. we are losing the only real people in the world. and no one knows it. please wake up. --samy.