i feel so sick. i had chemo today..god, it makes you feel so bad. even the thought of going back for another treatment makes my tummy bubble. i just wanna lay down and die. gr.. i dont want to go to school tomorrow, it feels like people can see right through me. that they all know im sick. like they cant handle the fact that im different to all of them, so they reject me. i wish i could fit in with people just once i mean yeah i do have my own friends but when do they ever just once not ignore me..i have nothing anymore..