ok, so i guess you could say im falling out of love with my soul mate. I dont even know if i believe in that stuff, but its the only thing i have left to believe. I dont know anymore. My chemo is not really helping, i have migranes and i throw up every single day and my world is just falling apart. I feel like i have nothing else left and i hate it. I mean, coming from feeling like nothing could go wrong to what couldnt go wrong. I feel so..confused, soo..lost. I need so much help but i dont want to ask for it, i cant ask for it. No one will help me, they wont even try....im so lost.