I'm starting to get that feeling in the pit of my stomach again. Where hours go by but it just feels like time stands still . Where you just seem to be drifting along not actually walking in some sense. Where you try to make the best of the day and be friendly, but you get no responce in return. Just hundreds of faces blended together in a crowd of people. When you try to start a converstaion with someone, only to get brushed off.Where I can release a heavy sigh to only feel somewhat better. Where you can be happy to see someone, but dont return the smile that you are giving. I might as well stop trying to be friendly to people if all im going to get is nothing in return. So im just about to say screw you to everyone that knows how to treat people like shit.