Each day falls away - a dry leaf
indistinguishable, autumnal
Here is my rake, here is my pile
but I have no love
for a child's leisure:
hiding under lifeless hands
that crack and crumble when clasped
There is no one to hear,
but I am shouting -
here is myself, here is my glass
fill one and the other empties
(fill one and the other breaks)
Pathetic, pathetic - what a pity,
that I am made of wax
and bound to my unhappiness
Did I yell aloud? Why, no -
paraffin lips cannot part
to speak, curse, kiss
(though how I long
to do all three) no,
I am mute - a stoic statue
watching the progress
of one
more
plunging
leaf