¿?¿›››Creatures of my mind‹‹‹¿?¿ cannot look to the past For fear of what I might see- Monsters hiding in the darkness Disguised as memories. Following me everywhere I go, Shadows blocking out the light, Chasing me directly to The unhappiness of my life. I cannot look to the future For fear of what might lie there- Broken dreams and shattered hopes Loom ahead somewhere. More monsters wait with open arms, Ready to sweep my dreams away, All that I have left to live for Diminishing little by little each day. I cannot live within the present For fear of who I am now- A girl running from creatures I've created in my own mind somehow. Terrified of what's to happen, Hating what already did, Not wanting to go in any direction, And yet in all three I live.