havent posted in a looong time. wow not that anyone replys so it guess its no biggy. we had a dance the other dance and i was SOOOO surprised the HOTTEST guy in the school asked me to dance for every single dance. At first I though he was just being a jerk and wasnt being genuin but he seems sincere enough, but im still not letting my guard down. It getting warm/hot out now so im VERY happy hate the cold weather. I recently found out my rat Binky has a tumor on his tummy. Now knuckles is going to be lonley if he dies....Im really sad about that. Im a HUGE animal lover even though im a bit of an anti-social I just conect with all animal even the ugliest things of all. That reminds me I just got paid for my job down and the animal shelter lotsa fun!!! The one place I always look forward to going. Oh yeah, we had track n' field for the whold day yeasterday I got 6 fist place 2 second place and 1 fifth place. Im going to be going to Quebec pretty soon as a school trip and I cant wait. Things are finally starting to look good for me I see the end of the rainbow and im working really,really hard. Havent talked to my brother but i wont get into that i'll just drive myself back into depression. havent talk to my mom or dad either but thats a longer story. ok so thats it for now. get well Binky!!!